on top of the all-throughout-the-day sickness, i am a complete emotional wreck. poor jesse. i cry easily at the best of times and now i'm just an unstoppable force of tears. not just weepy tears. oh no. these are the wailing, i-can't-breathe-i'm-crying-so-hard, my-world-is-ending type of tears.
jesse is in blairmore (about 2.5 hours southwest of here) for work and spent the night there. he'll be back later today. it's not like we've never been apart before (hello!? what about those summers and christmas breaks for all those years?), but last night i couldn't control myself. i cried and cried. i went into my mom's room and cried some more like a 4-year-old who woke up from the worst nightmare.
i am such a mess. i would be lying if i said i was enjoying being pregnant. but i know in the end it will all be worth it.
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